Monday, December 21, 2009

i try not to wonder where you are.
I realize now that it's not your looks that i like so much (though, youre definately worth looking at) as how you make me feel when i'm around you. you always seem to know what i want or need and you always make me smile. thanks.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Friday, December 11, 2009

"i thought we were friends, i guess it just depends who you ask"-alkaline trio (calling all skeletons)

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Things I don't want for Christmas..... Anything foam, anything to do with painting, anything "as seen on tv", a scarf, anything knit or crochet.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

the only thing that makes you a part of my life is that i keep thinking about you...
i thought i saw you the other day. my heart started to race. it probably wasnt even you. i need to figure out how to get my heart to stop doing that.
but he was wearing clothes like you do.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

So I think that my heart is starting to change my mind.... Or maybe its the other way around. The more I think about Andrew the less I think about or even want Chris. I haven't prayed about bit yet but I will tonight. Because I know that as much as my heart wants/needs him I know that he is clueless to the whole thing. He has apparently changed not only physically but emotionally over the past 2 yrs. And I haven't. Yes emotionally I have grown so much but physically I haven't really changed and its killing me. I am 22. Yeah I know I still have life ahead of me but I don't want to live that life alone.
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009

I don't hate you I'm just hurt that you haven't even tried
Could you miss me just once? Please.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

"we were always meant to say goodbye" -kelly clarkson song 'already gone'