So its said that if you can't tell the truth to the people you care about the most, eventually you stop being able to tell the truth to yourself. I guess that's one of my main issues. Its not that I mean to lie about how I feel, its just that I still haven't been able to put it into a verbal account. Journals and blogs, that's my outlet, and I can't bring myself to even letting my family and friends read them. So for now, my thoughts go out to you. Thanks for listening. ~Sam

Although I feel for her, I can't let myself become her

i light up when he signs on
isnt that sick?
he doesnt even know
well maybe he does a little
its all for nothing if he'll never know

we joke about how i know about you.
but inside im writing those things dow in pen.
you are permanent in my book.