I love that there's a part of me deep down inside that if untamed, would destroy everything. I call it my "lifetime movie self" because people on lifetime movies never hold back. they always strike out and do exactly what they wish they could do no matter who it hurts or what the consequences. I know better. The better part of me keeps this part way deep down inside. Safe. It's a little empowering knowing that something wants out but isn't being given to the power to do so.