someone's going to steal my heart while you're making up your mind

I HATE people who tell me what I am feeling or what I am going through.
Young and/or old people are always telling me that I'm happy, upset,
angry, pms-ing, that my face is turning red. Why the hell do people do that?
Its my effing life! Stop judging me and my emotions.

i dont want to be the one
that you coming running to
when someone runs
away from you

i thought i wanted to find you, when i guess all i ever wanted was for you to see me. find ME. want ME. love ME. not her. not anyone else. because i COULD love you.

tonight the sky cries the tears

tonight the sky cries the tears.
my body wont let me.
i know i shouldnt
waste my time
or energy
or tears
on you.
the rain pours down anyway.
i thank the rain for knowing
what i need.
you didnt...

i used to ache for you while you were with her.
now i ache becacuse i realize you only wanted me while you were with her.
never did you want me when you could've had me.
whats wrong with you?

friday the 13th
i saw you.
you looked well.
how can i ever tell
why you left
by the photo in the paper?
my heart found an answer.
is my answer
the reason you left?
why did you leave me?

We did belong once.
for a moment in time.
i bet my eyes glistened.
i couldn't tell by your face,
if you loved me.
i think i loved you.
lost in a moment
we were.
it seemed

Today I hate everyone. everything anyone does gets on my nerves and sends rage through my skin and I don't know who I want to hurt more, me or them. I can't help it.