Monday, March 28, 2011
Monday, March 14, 2011
my Top 2 Most Emabarrassing moments
1: when I was maybe 12 or 13 i went to a water park with my aunt and cousin for a day of fun. My cousin is quite a bit younger than me and needed someone to ride with her. so i did. it was one of those rides that whips around really fast in all kinds of directs. well anyway, when we got to the front of the line the guy told me i could ride because I was pregnant. at the time i weighed no more that 145lbs and had size D breasts in a loose fit shirt. after i told him i wasn't pregnant and that i was only 13 he apologized and let me on. but people watched me.. it was horrible had to be my most embarrassing moment yet.
2: The moment i told my best friend I was in love with him. He was having a bad day and asked why people in general liked him. I started out with a few things i like about him and he was ok with it, but when i told him there was more he was speechless. He was okay with it at first but after that he stopped textin me as much and we started to hang out even less than we were before which was hardly at all anyway. Its been 2 years and our relationship has almost recovered at one time but has dwindled down to basically nothing, he doesnt even respond to texts anymore. He broke my heart.
2: The moment i told my best friend I was in love with him. He was having a bad day and asked why people in general liked him. I started out with a few things i like about him and he was ok with it, but when i told him there was more he was speechless. He was okay with it at first but after that he stopped textin me as much and we started to hang out even less than we were before which was hardly at all anyway. Its been 2 years and our relationship has almost recovered at one time but has dwindled down to basically nothing, he doesnt even respond to texts anymore. He broke my heart.
Monday, March 7, 2011
the man of our dreams
I want to meet a nice guy.
I don't want anyone with issues.
I don't want to love anyone that doesn't love me.
Because I know in my heart and everywhere else that there HAS to be someone for me out there. I can just imagine what he's like.
He'll snuggle with me and tell me I'm beautiful.
He'll play with my hair when we're sitting next to one another.
He'll laugh at my jokes and tell jokes to me that I'll laugh at.
He'll love my family and especially my mother.
He'll fit right in with the "Carlson Clan".
He'll be tall so I just "fit" into his hugs.
He'll know when I need to cry to him and when I just need to talk things out of my head.
He'll help me feel comfortable with myself.
He'll love all my cooking/baking/knitting.
He'll be a sports fan, but can take it or leave it.
He'll be one that fits in with "the guys" but also is comfortable around the gals.
He will treat me like a princess and respect me and open doors for me and love me.
Does this man in fact exist? I don't know.
All I can do about it now is hope.
I don't want anyone with issues.
I don't want to love anyone that doesn't love me.
Because I know in my heart and everywhere else that there HAS to be someone for me out there. I can just imagine what he's like.
He'll snuggle with me and tell me I'm beautiful.
He'll play with my hair when we're sitting next to one another.
He'll laugh at my jokes and tell jokes to me that I'll laugh at.
He'll love my family and especially my mother.
He'll fit right in with the "Carlson Clan".
He'll be tall so I just "fit" into his hugs.
He'll know when I need to cry to him and when I just need to talk things out of my head.
He'll help me feel comfortable with myself.
He'll love all my cooking/baking/knitting.
He'll be a sports fan, but can take it or leave it.
He'll be one that fits in with "the guys" but also is comfortable around the gals.
He will treat me like a princess and respect me and open doors for me and love me.
Does this man in fact exist? I don't know.
All I can do about it now is hope.
Friday, March 4, 2011
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