i try not to wonder where you are.

I realize now that it's not your looks that i like so much (though, youre definately worth looking at) as how you make me feel when i'm around you. you always seem to know what i want or need and you always make me smile. thanks.

"i thought we were friends, i guess it just depends who you ask"-alkaline trio (calling all skeletons)

Things I don't want for Christmas..... Anything foam, anything to do with painting, anything "as seen on tv", a scarf, anything knit or crochet.

the only thing that makes you a part of my life is that i keep thinking about you...

i thought i saw you the other day. my heart started to race. it probably wasnt even you. i need to figure out how to get my heart to stop doing that.
but he was wearing clothes like you do.

So I think that my heart is starting to change my mind.... Or maybe its the other way around. The more I think about Andrew the less I think about or even want Chris. I haven't prayed about bit yet but I will tonight. Because I know that as much as my heart wants/needs him I know that he is clueless to the whole thing. He has apparently changed not only physically but emotionally over the past 2 yrs. And I haven't. Yes emotionally I have grown so much but physically I haven't really changed and its killing me. I am 22. Yeah I know I still have life ahead of me but I don't want to live that life alone.
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I don't hate you I'm just hurt that you haven't even tried

Could you miss me just once? Please.

"we were always meant to say goodbye" -kelly clarkson song 'already gone'

i cant love you anymore
theres a part of my heart that
sees the parts of you that my eyes cant
it doesnt like you
that part.
its reeal
its deep into you sould
its ugly
its truth
i guess its who you are.
sorry, i hate you.

i am scared of you. of what you'll say. of what you think of me. i am afraid to let you know because i think im afraid you'll like me back and even worse, that you wont. i ultimately want to be your friend. if thats all we ever are, that will have been enough...

"i'm somewhere over the rainbow for you" -the gaslight anthem song 'the blues, mary'

I will remember...
and you will forget.